Good 4 years of blogging, nonetheless the existence of no readers as audience. Hahaha. Buttt! When I came back to read what i had been babbling for the past 10-15 years, I could not believe I got myself indulged in memories. presumably the situations framing me? No, it is the current myself reminiscing over annoying behaviours I caught before.
Why am I back here? Not sure if I should write this, but I cant believe I feel great writing here. Feels like I am writing a journal about myself, letting myself open in the public web but with no readers except for myself in the future. It feels great. If someday I got to lose all the memories, broken nerves in the brain, I can come back here and get to know myself.
Analysing the trends of writing since my first entry in this very own blog:
- 2013 - 2016
- I wrote like a real drop dead rebellious teens hahaha.
- I was obsessed with korean series, and surpringly, a series with Lee Jong Suk and Lee byung -something (Ji Sung's wife) called I HEAR YOUR VOICE.
- I rewatched the series because I am obsessed with the laws (real law enforcement) encapsulated in the series.
- Because of that, I learnt Korean words religiously and I could speak it when I went to South Korea in 2014.
- In the same years
- Entailing the above traits, the way I wrote my own journal entry is very cheeky. Mixed with a few teen-wise phrases in Korean alongside.
- I kept taking pictures of cute stickers and random stuffs which has no relation to the main points I highlighted in the entries.
- I also watched Sonny with a Chance with other Disney and Nickelodeon series as well.
- That makes me a copycat to be like them, hahahaha.
- Few adulting years before today. 2019 - 2022
- I rarely write in the blog but I was obsessed with thriller novels.
- I used this platform to summarize or review or retell to MYSELF about the novels I have read
- Coming back to this platform put me in realisation that my craze over English fictions had contributed in my achievent of Band 5 in MUET.
- 2023. Writing this on 30th december 2023. 2 days before 2024.
- To be honest, dear self. You are now doing PhD and you are on the verge of giving up.
- Here you are because you told your supervisor about your preceeding hobbies before all these degrees emerged in my life.
- She told me to revisit and find all the fictions I myself wrote (one of them is called WILD TREE) to publish them.
- And here I am feeling great to write journal like this again.
