I dont think its a real thing

I ve to say this. No matter how much it bothers me. hA! No, it doesnt bother me either. but how can you say that it doesnt bother you. Yeah yeah. Okay, lets get straight to the point from the bottom of my heart (Lets puke)

Nowadays i just cant have myself accepting the fact that I am thinking as a woman, acting like a woman, and I am truly a woman. (To be brief, a teen girl. its like eww to me haha). I dont wanna think about this and I definitely wanna stay cool and let myself back off this path (what path?)

I am proudly blogging thru phone. Ho! This is only a matter of writing something on social network where I found this site could never be the medium of socializing to me LOL. I dont wanna show off I dont wanna be something that conpletely annoy folks and I just want to cope with this stupid attitude and thought. How can I be so suffocated in something that should never knocked my head?

There are so so so many quotations saying that "If u dream of someone, he/she might be thinking of you" Well I could take it as a point of a real Quotation for a gAL like me. (seriously. did i just say I am a gAL?) I ve been dreaming for the same ever people for many days continuously and he/she literally did not mean to yearn for me at all. Why the hook happened to me? And the dream just got to be on duty for standing as a qualm in me. You came into my head maaa How can I stop ?

Paralyzed with the quotation, I wanted to believe that the person really 날 그리워. (missing me) haha. But some bigger parts of me telling me to stay away from the quote and tell myself not to think about it. but i am girl hahah and every tiny single thing around me is rice (lets say we could not set the rIce as a material of wastage). then i thought again. Maybe, (bigger perhaps) It is me who thinks of he/she and thats the major reason why he/she always came into my sleepy head. Ha! Good argument for sure.

I got to tell you this. I just found a new person that attracted me (Trutfully not over his/her beauty. Instead, his/her HIDdEn cruelness that he/she never knew of myself acknowledging that). And.. that nigjt, he/she met me in my dream. Hahaha, Dont worry, Its a good dream.

By the way, Salam Aidilfitri.
Nevertheless, deepest condolescences goes to the victims of MH 17, lets recite the prayers together, pals.

p/s : Just a piece of sticker in my bedroom mirror. Cant u please understand k goodnight