Can you open the door?

There were lots of things I really wanted to tell the world. I was the owner the blogger of buyunchan.blogspot.com. But officially deleted. I wasn't deactivating the former account of Twitter and Facebook, but I am really deleting all those accounts.

Facebook 

Whoa, I created that account in 2009. Where I found most of my friends connected thru Facebook and not Friendster anymore. The first lucky I added on Facebook was Syaff Man. Cause that year I started knowing him and asked for his friendster. He never had a friendster, instead he had a very wide coverage on Facebook. Till now, his username is Syaff Man. Sometimes I think that I had put parts of my life in Facebook. I was damn immatured before.

 The truth is I am still immatured 

Falling in love with someone making me feel crazy . He was someone that I knew since my first year in SMK Kubang Bemban and I admired him till he went out of the school. It took 3 years you know.

Most of my friends in mine and his batch knew that I liked him so much. We all so closed to each other, I loved my seniors and our seniors love all the juniors :) . well , they always expected me to get closer to him but in the end of 2009, we found that he had his first girlfriend .

 When actually we knew that he always set in his mind. ANTICOUPLE 

Yup, it's true. Totally heartbroken. But still, I went stalking him thru Facebook since my friends encouraged me in doing so. HAHAHAHA, they were very silly. WHY? Because they're my friends till the end! :D

In 2010, the most unforgettable scene, is when I saw him sitting alone together with his girlfriend in somewhere so dark . That place is frequently visited by students but on that one day, the place was closed and we never knew that there were two HUMANBEINGS in.

One friend asked me what was going on since he saw that fans were turned on and also found a pair of shoes and sandals. I was like who was in there? Then I joggled the door and "ASSALAMUALAIKUMMMM!" after a few words, a man approached the door from inside. I saw it was really him. "BAGUSNYA!" I slammed the door onto him. Inside me"I'm really sorry, but I am so unhappy with you"

in 2011, he asked me "Am I too cruel not to love ****" . Then I said, why didn't you see someone who loved you for almost 3 years! After all the 'investigations' he made, he texted me

 I'm sorry I never realised about yours towards me. Maybe there's something beautiful beyond all these matters. Maybe something better awaits that we remained as friends. I'm sorry

I was like, WHAT THE HECK?

Yeah, thanks for saying that. SHY . only one thing I can describe is I was SUPERHYPERSHAMED.

Till now, I'm brave and cool enough texting him and sometimes I called him directly to ask something! Well, I really want to forgot all those crazy things I did before I turned 16 . Hahahah,

Twitter

I created the Twitter account since 2010 perhaps. Then I left it abandoned since I didn't know how to use it and I have no one to follow either. But then, friends on facebook kept posting their twitter link and I went to follow them till then, I had almost 200 followers. But I was seriously confound, since I deleted my Facebook account, I thought of deleting the Twitter account as well. Yeah and I did it.

There was no stewwwwpid things I tweet but I think of using another email for social networks is much better. yun.khalid@yahoo.com was the email for Facebook and Twitter . However, since I applied for Taylor's Scholarship Entrance lalaalalalalal, I stated that yun.khalid@yahoo.com is my email. So, I think of using yun.khalid@yahoo.com for formal cases while gmail is for social network. So,, for those who wanna write thru email, then, send it to yun.khalid@yahoo.com. I won't read any email sent to buyunchan@gmail.com

Tumblr

I forgot. I do have a Tumblr and apparently I just deleted it now. Well, I am currently creating a new account for Tumblr. It is a site where I searched for pictures.gif and paste it all on blog. Hahah, cool.

Can you open the door?

Something funny I would never ever forget. :)) I just can't explain. Let it stays in my mind forever . Kyehehe:D

18

2013, I'm gonna turn into an 18 y/o girl. So old? Or too young ? hahah, well pray for my future undertaking . I'll pray for you too.

 And gratitudes too to those who had followed buyunchan.blogspot.com though there's no more bynchn.bs