fat

you know that you never wanted anything bad to happen to your life that you were always going to pray and keep asking from God to keep you safe. However real people should REALly understand on how some disabled that has limited chances like they were meant to be. We all have a thing that bothers, a thing that sneak into your piece of heart as a thorn that you would never find it bad for a rose. I'm literally not telling you that imma rose. i am Ayuni.

and fat.

people might as well the closer people or other people think of beauty and a sheet of pride. I dont do this for the sake of beauty I do it for the sake of my own health. How shitty those gals or bois telling that my diet is over my intention to get the prettiness in some folks' sights. Shut the eff up you guys are completely retarded. I'm working it out for my health. you know that when you dress to attract men, you would be sinned as a prostitution. Yes, I accept jokes. Crazy and rude jokes, yes, I accept. Until you come and force me for a thing that would never heal me to a good emotion-manager and you just are making it worse. Knowing that I am not in a place like yours l, having a thing that you guys don't, having to suffer a painful disease that you skinny ones could hardly fall into it, having to face an anger vented towards me as I don't keep my health in a good condition, because those things come without a single alert and still, the blame is proudly on me.

my diabetes level is 5.3. normal.

so why do you have to fartking worried? I am having my own qualm without needing people to control my food consuming and yes i drank more than 3L per day . walk quickly and lasted with my shortbreath problems. and it still falls to be on my fault.

I know it should not be a matter. Being called ugly as I am fat is a joke and no offense for that. Otherwise, debei taaw pukih diem dagen guun - Melanau Dalat
(if you dont know how to joke, stay in the jungle)

Help me,